"The travesties"

The lies you keep inside,
I know them.
The things you want to hide,
I see them.
Words you do not say
I hear them.
Don't act as if I don't know,
I know.
Return to me, my heart.
   my soul cant stand the emptiness
and all I feel is pain and loneliness.
inside where once you stood
Now I fall.
My hands and knees are bloody and bear.
My feet go on and on
but know not where.
 I prostrate my self  for this crusifiction.
And Each I love you was my nail
In each I love you
I scream my hallelujah
hallelujah
hallelujah
God damn it hallelujah!
The devil is in the details
for this pedantic heart.
with only the tv to watch over me at night
I need the benediction of a good honest prayer.
I need The arms of a hard lovin devoted woman.
 And i need the baptism of whiskey.
Truth lies in white,
And I fade to black.